AUM!!

The smile that wash of a thousand worries.. 

The smile that can make a heartbeat miss.. 

The smile that brings a smile on my face... 

The smile that can light up every single moment of my life and make it worth living for...

The smile that I miss now....

  

A birthday wish from a dear friend:)

A dear friend send me a birthday wish-- a poem.. am flattered.. thanx a tonne for the beautiful lines. Here they are:

The comparison to wine is always made, when its aging beauty 

So today I'd say your special cos you are 30

Dream and aspirations is what everyone has, 

But what I know of you...

The smell of we earth, free wind caressing your face, people to talk,

and some Martini...

Hey!!! not to forget some morning dew

May all these fill your year/s to come

May there be happiness, joy and mirth surrounding you at all times

May the smile and life remain in your eyes...all night and all day

Here's wishing you a very very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

:D thnk u once again 

बारिश

ॐ
बारिश में भीगने का मज़ा ही कुछ और हैI 

कुदरत से इस तरह पास आने का मज़ा ही कुछ और है II

ॐ 

ज़िन्दगी में आए हम अकेले 

ज़िन्दगी से जाना भी है अकेले 

इस बीच ज़िन्दगी जो मोड़ लेती है 

उससे गुज़ारना भी है अकेले 

I MISS.......

AUM!!

I miss my home

I miss the rains... The time I spent sitting on the steps, watching the rain pour down. The droplets splashing on my face and me enjoying every second of it, my mind blank thinking of NOTHING.

I miss my family... I miss Amma, my bestest friend and my source of strength. My confidant who knows almost all my deep secrets.

I miss my Pappa, the first man in my life who taught me to enjoy every moment of this maze called LIFE. The man who would give me the umbrella in spite of my fever and tell me "Go enjoy the rain, this is the only moment you will get."

I miss my brother.. who looks up to me. The widespread genuine smile and the warmth filled hug he gave when he saw me. The tear filled eyes, (though he wouldn't CRY since he was a GROWN UP BOY) and the sadness when he saw me depart . I miss him

I miss my friends...The amazing times spent with them. A wonderful old friend I've known for ages.A great new friend who am equally glad and happy to have found. The "no holding back" talks with them, the hugs and assurance they gave me when I was upset. I miss them. I miss their shoulder. I miss the proximity.

I miss myself. I miss my HOME ... where my heart lies.

Starting- AGAIN

The last blog i wrote was some time last year. I wouldn't say i didn't have the time. That would be a banal excuse.I was never in a so called MOOD or MINDSET to write.

But here i am making a promise (to myself) to write AGAIN and this time with dedication and trying to get into the ZONE to write. And this time i have decided to be carefree while doing so. :-)

Rishthen

AUM!!

"Ek Kamiyaab rishta sirf do ache logon se nahin banta. Uske liye do logon ke vichaar, unki manokaamnayen, unki aankanshayen sab kuch milni chahiye. Nadi ke do kinare bhi tab tak saat chalthe hain jab tak beech mein rishthe ki nadi behti hain"... quoted from a show.... BUT HOW TRUE !!!!!

WHY?????

WHY do we think that we are all powerful? Why do we think that we are above EVERYTHING? That NOTHING can happen to us? That even we see deaths in the form of accidents, plane crashes, or even natural, we think this wont happen to us?And in doing so we compromise to live for today and keep things for tomorrow. What if there is NO tomorrow? Why cant we just let go and live like HUMANS???

WE ARE NOT GOD!!!!

Relationships

AUM!!

My Ex boss and my friend had posted this question on his FB .... Subir ,with you permission

" Should relationships be kept on life support when one to know that Respect (Brain) is dead or should one let it die with dignity....?"

And this is my comment to it

When there is no respect in relationships, what is the point of "life support?" There is a famous saying "You realise the value of eyesight when you go blind." MY question is is what is the point in valuing something after it is lost when you cant value it while it is with you? When you live on life support you forget to live YOUR LIFE, YOUR VALUES, YOUR INDIVIDUALITY. you live for someone else. And when that happens, the relationship dies very sorely and very aggressively. Why wait for that stage when you can let it go with dignity?

That is one thought that needs a lot of thinking ...... i guess

AUM!!

"If you want something very very badly, let it go free. If it comes back to you its yours, forever.If it does'nt it was never yours to begin with." (Jesse Liar)

Hmmmm... thought to ponder over?